afraid

i type this with a trembling soul.
i type in desperation tonight.
just one hell of an endangered species.
the whole universe is seeming populated with adults.godheads.opinion leaders.preachers.conniving people.convoluted minds.scheming minds.agendas and motives.plans of action and pretence.
this drama is not enjoyable.
it is all-permeating.
it is everywhere i go.
i am afraid.
i am so so afraid of everyone.